i
hold your gaze in my heart
the
one that still pierces
my
insides... and when done,
giggles,
silly like a child -
naughty
and innocent
and
in so many ways, wild!
as
wild and vivid as it can be,
i
bring it back from memories
to
revel in the quiet of the night
and
run riot in my ecstatic mind -
waiting
for serendipity to come by
and
for my being to rejoice in that find!
I
often pretend you're here
and
sneak a glance or two and smile
in
that feeling of joy, knowing
what
will be, if deja vu happens -
only
i'd want it to happen again
and
again - more regular than often!
Will
you wake me up some day,
snapping
me from this happy dream?
Of
your eyes meeting mine...
To
say, while holding my gaze,
"Wake
up, dreamer, i am here
..why
are you still amazed?"
That
is when i will tell you
of
the thousand adjectives
and
exclamations i saved for this day! -
only
to be speechless again, lost like before
and
see you shake your head, and walk away
like
you did in the days of yore!
31st August, 2014